So, first off, I'm still waiting for the editing from photo shoots from September to be done.. Sorry.. And I'm so busy! All I do is sit around all day and sleep and watch TV.. So how am I busy? On January 5, 2010 at 5:55 am I gave birth to my beautiful baby boy, Nero. So my hands are full all day and night.. I nap when he does cause he has me up so much. I'm sure you understand.. Newborn baby.. lol.. I've almost lost all my baby weight too! So cosplays begin! lol. Any time I'm with Near, she can use me now cause I''m not too overweight anymore. Thank god!
So, I'm kinda upset about one of my "friends" overreaction to life right now. They had it real good. Someone who cared for them and friends who were there for them and took them in.. But they act like they got so screwed in life and are making everyone else out to being assholes.. They are so ungreatful to life and the people in it.. They say they want to be friends to our faces and that they care about us and stuff, but then they openly talk crap to our best friends. That's just retarded. I tried. I really did. I tried to help you. I tried to give you the benefit of the doubt that you were a better person. I never had a personal issue with you, and I tried to be here for you, but you threw it in my face. And you tried to ruin my best friends happiness.. Now I have a personal issue with you. You're so selfish and It really irritates me cause you took advantage of the good things the group as a whole had to offer you.. But it's your loss.. Just stop blaming everyone else for your misfortunes and get over yourself. You make your own fate..
That's pretty much it for my rant on that.. Sorry.. Just had to get it off my chest.

*Dramatic Scream*
lol.. Yeah, so Anime Vegas was about a month ago. We also did a photoshoot for Deathnote and Gurren Lagann. I'm sorry. I fail. I just kinda rarely get to use internet and all the pictures are on Near's computer on the other side of town and it's so hard to update! I also havent gotten my fan fic up yet that I told :icontherealsheena: that I could be getting up. I'm so bad. I kinda also haven't gotten much done for my Sheena cosplay. My belly has gotten pretty big (you'll see from anime vegas, and it's gotten bigger!) and it's kinda hard to cosplay when I can't really fit in them, and ones that are half made had to be put on a hold cause I dont want them to be too big for when the baby is born and I loose the baby weight. It actually sucks. I was hopping to get some new ones done before so I could have some fun in them, but like I said. I fail. I'm sorry. I promise to update asap!

Grr.. So I had this long perfect entry that Near's internet decided to go away, and I lost it all, so here goes try 2.....

Near and I decided it would be fun to do a special shoot for 4th of July. Nothing big and exstravigant, but we had fun. We decided to wear a more traditional Japanese outfit. If anything is wrong, I'm sorry, but it was all for fun. Yes my hair is DOWN! My hair stylist is currently in Mexico (Miss you Mello!), so I just went for an adult Misa look. I also got brave and showed a lot more leg than I usually do. I'm extremely bashful with them and my tummy.. lol.. But I want to do a cosplay that involves a bikini top and jean shorts. So, I slowly got there. And before I do that, I want to see what your opinion is of what I am showing. My feelings won't get hurt. I'm not exactly a toothpick. lol.. And in a month or two, I'll get a bit bigger considering I'm 3 months pregnant. But I was hoping to do it before the baby belly hit. Just give me your honest opinions please. You can find more pics from the night on Near's page.

In other news, I am excited to be able to work with another deviant. I love her artwork for Zelos and Sheena, and she gave me permission to write some fanfictions based off of her artwork, and she's actually looking forward to reading them and seeing my Sheena cosplay when it's done. I hope I don't disappoint her.

Well, until next time.. Hope you enjoy the latest pics and let me know your opinions. I'm off to have my big 4th of July party with everyone! Yay fire and blowing things up!

I've only been here on deviant for a couple weeks, and I'm already getting up there in views (over 100), favorites, and even a watch. I've only put up one Misa cosplay and one Winry.. My two fav cosplays so far. I'm working on my Sheena cosplay in my Tales of Symphonia group with and a bunch of people who don't have a DA yet.. I'm excited to do it, cause it's a bigger group again, like the old days with our Deathnote group. I really miss it.. and I can't wait til one of my best friends, My Matty, comes back too! I love you! She's also bringing people with her and that makes me even more excited. I'm looking forward to having more fun with my cosplays and friends, and I hope everyone likes it.. Knowing that my cosplays are liked by others kinda gives it that extra worth and makes me happier. Thanks so much again! Love you all!

~NessaYume~